Photo (c) Piia Ruber

Translated by Ian Gwin

Your Strength Returns by Mehis Heinsaar

that thousand-year gaze now encompasses everything within itself – all that’s ancient is so young, so young!

YOUR STRENGTH RETURNS

Your strength returns
towards nightfall

the gaze of an old heron
emerges again in your eyes,
on your fingers
and toes, tipped as the talons
of a falcon;
while a cosmic solitude
forces you to
curl up into a ball,
becoming like a friend,
a second soul,

that thousand-year gaze
now encompasses
everything within itself –
all that’s ancient is so young,
so young!

fires alight
on the other side of the river
mosquitoes dance above your head,
a wild dog howls,
and having once again become
your elder sibling
the wind breathes far
above the reeds,

secretly you continue
as the peregrinations of a heron
from that place
never finished with departure.

Erich Kügelgen. Passing the Beaker (Circe and Odysseus). Undated. Art Museum of Estonia

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Mehis Heinsaar (b. 1973) is an Estonian poet, prose writer and essayist. He writes fairy tales for adults and has published two poetry collections with a third forthcoming. He draws much of his inspiration from Estonian nature, philosophy, the life of the underworld and the Baltic Sea.